"Hear me, four quarters of the world - a relative I am!
Give me the strength to walk the soft earth, a relative to all that is! Give me the eyes to see and the strength to understand, that I may be like you. With your power only can I face the winds."
--Black Elk
25 Apr 2008 - The Lion, The Bitch, and the wardrobe
Dear Diary,
Today sucked ass so bad!
OMG the dude I can't get along with got stuck working along side of me again in Pharmacy and he is so stupid I want to crack his skull wide open sometimes. I watched him grab the same thing I just put back because it wouldn't go out on the shelf and I said "That won't go out" and he blurbs back "What do you mean IT WON'T GO OUT?" That is when it happened. I wanted to put my whole fist right through his head and make it come out the other side then lick my paws clean afterward. What is his fucking problem?? Did he get his mind fucked up in the war or what? I just can't figure him out at all.
See, someone said complain but complaining did no good because now the dumb ass that is our leader put us together time and again to work together knowing we clash. I don't know but I asked to be put back on nights if possible because the time schedule is messing with me and mom's appointments anyway so they can kiss my fucking ass! wahhhhh! And I am sick of unloading two big ass trucks three times a week. Today I unloaded two then went over to help grocery with their frozen dairy truck. Oh that felt so nice and cool after a sweltering hot day.
So a customer comes and asked for a patio table set and I helped the guy in the garden shop with that and because the manager was standing there the customer complained to her that we couldn't lift it by ourselves because it weighed 2,000 pounds and she said don't worry about it because I would spot him then help him lift it so he said that he was going to complain to OSHA about her not offering us more help and it has been one of those weeks. Then a pallet way over my head fell on me landing on my upper thighs and skidding its way all the way down to my knees and I am now covered in bruises. God Damnit to blazes!
So Angelina got transfered off of ICS and now she is a floater I guess. Shanese said that all the customers in the store were looking at me this week but I didn't really notice it too much. One guy walked right by her to ask me a question about shower stall soap holders and I was oblivious to his charms but she swears I was checking him out too. Nah, I'm not into uber muscles. Or men that wear spandex shorts.
But it was so funny, later that night the lead guy was being a prick and yelled "Where's my freight?" and I got fed up and said "RIGHT HERE!" and grabbed both of my boobs and shook my titties at him. He turned away and almost died of embarrassment. It was fucking awesome, you should have seen the look on his face. A few minutes later he was getting tired so I yelled "Where's my freight??" and he laughed. My impersonation of his voice is getting better. I would like to conk him on the head too while I'm at it. I hate being shouted at and it is really starting to get to me. I would quit but I need the money too much.
damn.
this
sucks.
25 Apr 2008 - morning walk
Dear Diary, Today rocks! Actually any day that I am away from that place rocks! sometimes the wild streak in me takes over! yowww.
Early this morning I got up and took a walk down through the woods and brought with me a wind chime for the angels and fairies so they would have some music to listen to now that there is a morning breeze. I snuck up on the three beavers and scared the five ducks that came to visit the creek for a morning swim as I walked closer.
I wandered down to the large rock formation covered in green moss. It was cool and wet and I sat on the one spot that looks like a small step and listened to the water flowing by. Thinking to myself how cool it would be to throw my clothes off on the banks and dive right in or get some rubber wading pants (eeww) and walk out into it or cross to the other side where the deer live for a while.
And as much as I love being a vagabond, this place feels like home.
I found the perfect place to put the camper.
Not down at the creek bank like I originally wanted but up on the hill overlooking the creek seems to be a better place because when you look to the right up the creek the sun reflects across the water making it shimmer through the trees. I just want to pack up everything and live right there at the water from now on. I spend every day off whenever possible down at the water's edge with Lead dog.
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