To love means loving the unlovable. To forgive means pardoning the unpardonable. Faith means believing the unbelievable. Hope means hoping when everything seems hopeless.
~G. K. Chesterton
Dear Diary,
An optimist is a person with a positive outlook on life. And that always finds something positive in a situation.
A Pessimist has a tendency to stress the negative or unfavorable or to take the gloomiest possible view.
Right now I am unsure which of these choices I want to be focusing on in my life. Both of these are just concepts.
Spent the day listening to Hay house radio. I love their broadcasts. They have all of the Doreen Virtue, Louise Hay, Wayne Dyer and other wonderful authors and inspirational speakers all day long.
Last night I stayed up late. I still can't help staying up all night long. Got used to it on thirds I guess.
Well, I swore up and down that I wouldn't go back to Sam's place but here I am again, crankier than ever! With young brats even more childish than the ones in Athens. Today marks the third week of listening to the back and forthi-ness of co-workers bickering among themselves and God help me they stuck a man slower than snail dirt working beside me that makes me want to pound him with a rubber chicken. I can't help it, I am fast paced and don't have time for someone getting in my way and almost stepping on my toes because he is so absent minded. I can't even get into the details because it is just so redundant. Really, can't they hire smart people to work here? And then to play catch up on the bills on my days off I have another job to make ends meet. I am pushed beyond being frazzled.
I get along with co-workers perfectly fine but today we were all uptight and in desperate need of rest and the 1% of badness in each of us rose to the surface again and again. It is sad watching them bicker but it is even more sad having to take one side or the other in a family feud of retards. The good news is I got a check today for more t-shirts and I have grossed over $1,000 this year for sales of them. I am quite bewildered over that fact. At least in this small way I am living one of my unforgotten dreams. I have given up on chatting and talking with the guy I like because of outside interference and always there is the time difference from there to here. When I am awake he is sleeping and usually vice versa. I have been to another interview where the people are all beautiful models but I got caught up in traffic and was thirty minutes late and the manager pretty much made it clear that he moved someone into my spot and hired them and they were filling out tax papers by the time I finally got there. Draaaaaat! That would have been such a gravy job plus making $200 per night in tips from waitressing tables. So no I am not happy right now. I am tired of listening to people whine to me about how bad their lives are.
Had to give up my cell phone in order to keep broadband. Love it too much to ever let that go! I will do without a home and cell phone just to surf in fast speed.
It snowed Easter morning very heavily. Which I knew it would but didn't verbalize it to the family because they were convinced that the bad weather was over come the first day of spring. phooey on that! I knew better!
I started a Ameritrade account this week plus a Roth IRA account with them and I am going to open Little Fawn a college savings account with them as well once I receive the paperwork. I am almost caught back up on everything that fell behind when he crashed the car.
I haven't got many bills left. Mostly property taxes is what is left. I am making payments on a new puppy for Lead dog a girlfriend. He has been so lonely without Mrs. Stuffings that he sits and mopes and now barks at birds in the trees so yea he is ready to move on.
I really feel inclined to buy flowers and so forth but this year I think I am going to stick to buying grapes since I couldn't buy any last year.
I have several of my own fruit plants left from the winter that are now begging me to put them outside again but I am waiting until May at least before doing that.
In the next few weeks I am going to be giving the sites some overhauling so one day I may have a background the next day I won't so this isn't a technical difficulty, I am just throwing a few new things into the mix.
Back to enjoy the night off.
All is well.
You are loved.
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